Fighting with Myself.

When im all mad at him.
Then he be like "Come here."
And i be like "NO!"
And i be dead serious.
And he be like "So what, You mad now?"
But I dont answer that question cause I know he know
Im mad and its OBVIOUSLY silent treatment time.
Then he has THE NERVES!!! to get up and just stare at me all close.
In my head im like...
"I wish he would get out my face AND stop touchin me"
A.K.A
"Dont look at his face cause his gorgeous eyes are a trap
and his touch is kinda makin me weak."
Then I brush away cause he gets on my nerves.
And im still mad. Like seriously MAD FAREAL!
So he just doesnt talk to me cause I guess he did all he can do.
But actually he didnt.
Then we just kinda ignore each other.
10 mins past.
And he's like "You hungry?"
I say "No"
Im still mad but not really mad MAD, cause I kinda wanna cuddle.
Idk why I wanna cuddle cause Im suppose to be mad!
10 more mins past.
And he ask something else that i give a solid NO to.
And i wish he would stop askin me questions cause im tryna
be mad and he's making it hard.
So i throw a pillow at him.
And he throws one back.
And I laugh.

And I just wanna let him know that I hate missing him when we're sitting in the same room. And I make a mental pinky promise to myself, To never get mad again.

I always break those promises.
But I thank God he gave me someone that puts up with me.