Thursday

I will.

Through it all, I'll be right here by your side.
And even when the ropes are weak I'll still cross the line.


For you.

Selfless Suicide.

I just choked on the word goodbye.
My heart didn't want to say it.
But my mind is equipped with better judgement so I kinda just puked it out.
You know you regurgitated when the body doesn't agree with what the mind wanted.
My heart doesn't agree this time tho.
I throw up memories. I throw up laughs. I throw up songs. I throw up glass.
The release of that glass relieved me. It was so broken inside.
It had me torn.
Torn between what I knew was wrong and what had felt so right.
I deliberately lost sight. I momentarily lost fight.
But right now I'm forever losing you.
Flushes toilet. Now I'm through.

Only my soul can hear my cry. A selfless suicide.