Ughhhh. So much has changed in the blink of an eye for me. I was so close to being done when my car almost flipped. Big asz truck jumped in front of me. Maybe a inch more of me doing anything else different. Would have been done. So i thank God im still breathing. && my friends that were with me.
Then i found out shockin news from one of the closest people to me. Almost lost him too but there is no way ima let that happend ever. So im just gonna be there for him. The craziest shid happends to the best people and those who dont deserve it. But ily MSM. Be strong. Your the best person in this world i swear.
I also noticed that i keep my circle really tight. Its like im so used to ppl comin in and out so im like fuc it. the circle is on lock. And somebody can be really close to gettin in. But you wont. Nobody else can. I got who i need. && cutting the rest off is not a problem for me. My heart beats slow && the last time i will cry from hurt emotions was last night. Sorry i been through the fire and back. So im too strong for the bullshid. && yeah ppl say dont let your past affect you. But its not, Its teaching me a lesson. && im still learning. And still standing. Im only human. Maybe a little super human with all this shid i been through.
Too Blessed.