Sunday

Free Write.Just read it.

Damn i gotta a broken heart and i just realized it. && its not because of my relationship now.He's amazingly the shid.&& i love him.Its beacuse of other shid.Because of a mixture of shid.Lets see....I'll put how i feel in a free write.Maybe its talkin bout somebody.Or maybe not.Who knows?Just me.

Within my fingertips reach.
The grip wasnt tight enough so i let go.
Could have tried but i was tired.
And you lied.
You said you would wait but you didnt.
You didnt.
And im not surprised.
Maybe you felt a different vibe.
On a different page.
You stopped at the 2nd chapter.
I didnt know the pages would burn and not be there so i kept goin.
You said you would wait but you lied.You didnt.
Heard you picked up a new book.
So now its a different story.
I dont really like that book.
Hmmmmmm.
i tried to make you smile the other day.
You're still the same so thats nice.
Made me kinda think.
Tryna find out which path i wanna go down.
Aint got a GPS system for my destiny.
So its kinda hard to figure out where i'll end up.
Where ever it is.I hope i like it. Hope you're there.
Damn its hard not knowing if you care.
Its hard.
Its REAL hard.But that was in the last book.
Im on a new chapter.
But its missing illustration.
Its missing picture perfect.
I think its missing me and you.
A picture of me and you.Just chillin.
And my head resting on your shoulder.
Sitting on a beach at night.
Wit a blue nose pit sittin next to us.
Just Chillin.
Chillin.
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Friday

Self Image.Body Image.

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So if you missed it. Roxy cried on 106andPark last week. She was talkin about how she had an eating disorder when she was in high school. && when she was talkin bout it i was dead into the tv. I like really couldnt turn away. So i just decided to blog about it.

Like on some real heavy shid. Yall need to love and be comfortable with the bodies that God gave you. Im 5'7 and weigh 100 pounds.So yeah Im tall and boney. && love it. But it took me a while to learn how to deal with it and just be happy with myself. And i wasted sooooooo much time tryna change myself. So now im tellin yall to just love yaself. Everybody is different and thats what sets people apart. So do you cause nobody else can. And for niggas that always got some negetive shid to say bout somebody you need to CHHIIILLLLL. Nobody really knows what the person next to them is goin through and half the time their story can top yours. So before you say something like 'Why he wear all black?'or 'Your too skinny' or 'Those shoes are mad old.' Think about shuting the hell up before you speak. Word.

Thursday

Something like a Rising Icon.

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Okay so i keep hearing people say my Keri is tryna be like Rihanna. My nigga.Why would she try to be like somebody whos beneath her talent. i aint sayin Rihanna aint talented. But she doesnt compare to Keri Hilson as an artist,songwriter or dancer. Niggas sleepin on her. These are just a few songs she wrote.

avant - 4 minutes
b5 - heartbreak
britney spears - gimme more & break the ice
ciara - ooh baby
danity kane - right now & want it
ludacris - runaway love
mary j blige - take me as i am
omarion - ice box
pussycat dolls - wait a minute & painted windows
timbaland - the way i are & scream
usher -red lisht & love in this club part II
chris brown - young love

I aint feel like writing the whole list. But look her up. I love this girl.